Monday, October 12, 2020

Savagely I now recall

My girls swing for hours, moving, 

moving heads up, feet up, 

moving heads up, 

feet up.


Sometimes they want me 

to push them, they want 

to move faster, faster 

but I refuse, my body worn 

from life.


I do not see the clock's hands 

buffer round and round 

past our crowning 

moments.


I do not see the clock's hands 

creep below the ground to

loosen one by one 

all the bolts that hold us 

there.


Mindless, I decline to push them. 

Mindless, I read the book 

I could be reading now instead

of then.