Sunday, May 15, 2022

I've been refused



I’ve been refused epic talent, 

power, fame

a long-lived  marriage 

and grateful children,


what I wanted in my prime, 

in that order

and before that, 

as a pious youth, I was refused 


a world without epic greed, epic hurt.

About that I am still angry, 


But about the rest, about all the rest

I am not angry, 


and about all that came my way, 

all my parochial achievements,

I am pleased, 

more than pleased, 

I am profoundly grateful, 


at times even blissed out

by the wholes and the fragments of my fate, 

the camaraderie and comforts, all the kisses--

for all I was not refused, at sunset


I kneel under the partial moon, the

hiding star.