Wednesday, November 22, 2017
Dead of night
This is a poem about that night.
It could be about my mother,
my father,
my brother,
or my man
because all died
in the dead of night.
For a long time, it was getting ready
to happen
and then it happened
at the exact time when nothing
is supposed to happen.
They all got that dry nose and
startled look, twilight
dimming from day to night,
to the very dead of night,
one by one, decades apart,
all got that puzzled look,
a match flame in the iris,
bodies mushed as pumpkins in June,
becoming the ground,
placed in their boxes–my people,
now the fruit that sweetens
my compost.
Friday, November 10, 2017
Her voice
Between sips of French Roast, words
dribble
into this white space
and wiggle to life,
to become perhaps
a poem
or the last leg
of one.
I can do this all day.
I am in no hurry.
I can get up any time for a stroll
then sit down again here
or in some other cafe
and read Sharon Olds' confessions
to loosen my shy tongue
until words sprinkle around
and I see some consoling truth
emerge in this or that phrase
and then lean back,
sip more coffee,
hear thoughts meander
out of their caves
down my right hand
onto this page,
just as I magined
all those years
sitting in that high rise
looking down on cafes
where people at small tables
like this one
sat for hours
eavesdropping,
scribbling.
Someday that will be you,
a voice consoled.
That voice of longing
that won't die in me.
dribble
into this white space
and wiggle to life,
to become perhaps
a poem
or the last leg
of one.
I can do this all day.
I am in no hurry.
I can get up any time for a stroll
then sit down again here
or in some other cafe
and read Sharon Olds' confessions
to loosen my shy tongue
until words sprinkle around
and I see some consoling truth
emerge in this or that phrase
and then lean back,
sip more coffee,
hear thoughts meander
out of their caves
down my right hand
onto this page,
just as I magined
all those years
sitting in that high rise
looking down on cafes
where people at small tables
like this one
sat for hours
eavesdropping,
scribbling.
Someday that will be you,
a voice consoled.
That voice of longing
that won't die in me.
Thursday, November 9, 2017
After the trial
one manages to stand up again;
life wants to go on.
Odd isn’t it?
life wants to go on.
Odd isn’t it?
To love life even though it takes and takes.
When the raft floats away, we refuse to sink
but clasp life’s hand like a drowning child.
No one buries their beloved and leaps off
the roof.
Not even Edgar Allan Poe
Not even Edgar Allan Poe
after loosing the beautiful Lenore,
the light of wants remained lit in him.
Our bodies, these lamps of desire, endure,
tho awake all night, naked and stiff.
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