Thursday, November 1, 2012

Their Last Dinner



She wears a necklace of pearl onions
to the Bon Home Cafe
where he waits over steamed mussels, 
intensely green spinach,
and roasted pork belly.

She kisses his cheek, 
notes a scent of beef heart tartar, 
kisses him again--on his mouth, 
burning with jalapeno from,
she wonders, a duck carnitas taco?
Or crispy lamb’s tongue?

A pinot noir sits on the table,
two crystal glasses meet in the air,
the wine slides down their throats
like a cooled down rump pudding.

For you, darling, the pomegranet glazed quail? 
No, no, she asserts tartly.
The Brazilian lobster tail. 
It costs more.

Why not? He smiles wrly. 
It’s our last date.
I’ll toast to that, the tart dissolving
from her key lime voice.

Waiter! He calls.
A melon liquor as cold as this woman’s heart!

Better cold than pickled and twice-cooked! 
she retorts with a mix of raw honey 
And Korean mustard.

Ah, here they are, he smiles.
Espresso-soaked lady fingers dipped in rum.
Give me some, she demands.

He reaches between the butter
and the orange sugar biscuits, 
takes her lance-shaped fingers 
in his hands and licks them, 
One ladyfinger at a time.

Her blood thickens like creme fraiche,
her body glistens like half pears 
sunk in pools of warm bourbon.

Can we dine from time to time? he asks
with a breath of garlic 
on their walk to her car. 

No, she hisses. I’ve had enough 
of your bevy of warm beef and creamy coleslaw, 
your wild mushrooms and Ports, 
your tastings, your chilled bottles.

So be it, darling, 
his voice dripping, like butter
From skewered shrimp in lemon pepper.

She drives away vexed their hunger 
could so quickly be sated and vows
from now on to avoid cattle of any kind.

Tuesday, October 30, 2012

Bravo


There comes a time in the ring when the bull can’t flee

Where the bull feels safe and the matador doesn’t

Where the bull is sure and the matador isn’t

Where silence is the bull’s last refuge

And the matador’s too

When it’s time to charge if you’re the bull

And time to wave the red if you’re the man

Both lives proceed from here

Bravo


Saturday, October 6, 2012

The Soldier


My father wasn’t anyone’s father 
or husband or friend.
He was a soldier.

My father waited rifle cocked
for enemies to storm the hill
or step out of  our bedrooms.
Once when I came to visit,
he cooked me dinner.
Eggplant parmesan 
with tomatoes
from his garden.

Food must be fresh.
He said this from a mist

of beer and smoke.

And then he winked 

as if we shared 
a secret knowledge.

But of course 
I barely knew him.

Friday, September 21, 2012

Ghosts of Fairmont Ridge Trail


Just beyond the Eucalyptus trees lined up
Like chorus girls with skinny arms
Holding out their skirts

The bench beckons.
A name’s carved in the wood and a title--
“lover of dogs, dancing and sunsets.”

I enjoy the company of ghosts
And talk to this one lightly: 

Did you look at the hills to the south
And think of pyramids?

Did the sky seem painted with a sponge?

The fog veils the trees, a shroud deep
with ghosts on an evening stroll.

The lover of dogs, dancing and sunsets
drifts in that mist beside me--I feel
A change in gravity.

To every question, she answers, yes---
Yes everything stays a mystery
even after death, 
yes, I'd rather feel the breeze
than be it---and always her voice
sounds much like my own.

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

The Better End


Pity her
whose mind
can’t flee 
the hospital
bed and 
ends there
pinned
like a bug 
beneath 
a bulb.

Envy her 
who sees
clouds 
of geese
swoop
above a lake
before 
her eyes
roll back.

Monday, September 17, 2012

A Good Mood!


If the sky were any bluer,
If my love for self much truer
If my needs were any fewer
If this moment would divide
I couldn't keep my heart inside.

Here’s a cliff above the sea
And I am on it! 

With adequate health
and adequate wealth 
and time on my hands to enjoy it.

The surf’s all sound and I’m all ear,
my life’s not perfect but this will do!
A beautiful dream that will not last
But that doesn’t spoil my view.

So this for sure I must remember 
On the day timed as my last:
Many days were lost to memory
but some like this surpass! 

Sunday, September 16, 2012

Another Day


Another day slips away
into the stream 
from now to then.
On and on
the seconds flow
with little notice 
and much that’s noticed
only barely so
and even less 
remembered
and what’s
remembered
hardly fills 
a spoon and 
much of that 
regretted or
reframed 
and some
relived 
second by second. 
And so 
another day 
just slips 
away.