Cicadas

 When facebook flashes pictures 

I posted 10 years ago, or 7, or even only 4,

an ache crawls through me with claws.  

My thumb and finger 

go in for a closer look 

at this precious being, lost. 

Not dead, grown. A kind of death.

The soft child feathers shed. 

It makes me weak to see 

that funny expression.

So in love we were! 

A child grows noiselessly, 

as if by a spell—

all in one night pulled 

into the mystery. 

The force is in them, 

making them tall & hairy 

& hooded--making them say mean things 

and then apologize.

 I wish babies would hatch 

—not one beauty at a time —but

like cicadas—by the millions.

Not just one grinning, toothless boy-- but 

millions exactly like him 

all springing from the earth

every few years, 

high singing, buzzing.